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I’ve never felt love until I loved you again
Knowing that someday it might be alright
Is the hope and the memory that keeps you in sight
It was straight out of the movies, out of thin air
When you came back to me fulfilling my prayer

I never knew what I had until you loved me
For the first time in my life I knew the person I could be
We had just a speck on the graph of time
With only enough memories to create a photo album in my mind

You were the closest thing to a miracle I could ever get
And that was so much more than you could ever know
I found out just how much life had in store
But now that I see it I can’t help but laugh and cry and want to die
How could something so wonderful end with so much chance?
My one last wish is for the universe to give us one more dance
One more night to forget, one more night to remember
One more night to ask you if I’ll see you again in September

The one day in my life when anything and everything became so much less to me
There was a spotlight shining on the ground on every step you took
Forever whispering the sound on the eyes and the lies
The love, the crying pain
The love, the hope, the feeling of every single good wrapped within every single bad
Thinking the world was nothing unless it was you I had

But life went on, I know
Changing from fall to winter, then melting the snow
Your eyes were always with me, my heart never seemed wrong
And I know you felt it every morning when you woke at dawn

I know now it was the best it could be
And even though you no longer love me
I’m not going to end this – I just need to get it all out
But it’s endless so I can’t even begin to stop now
I know it’s over and someday I will have to go on
I can stay here being sorry, waiting for you to come back
But if you loved me like you did then you’ll cut me some slack

‘Cuz you’re everything the universe could dream to be
I’m the one last person just waiting for them to understand
When this all becomes broken, it’s because you and me are holding hands
Or so close together the world is falling apart
We destroyed the things that make this world hate – a work of art

I’m sixteen times in to this song
And I still can’t describe the feeling I have when you’re gone
Because I know somewhere deep down you still have to be with me
If not then death would have come for me
You’re always the wonder, bringing out the best in me
And the worst, and the least that anyone could be

Every single second I was with you I took for granted
And now, there’s nothing I can do
It was the ultimate love
And now, now I have to let it go

I just want you to know who I am, that there will always be love in me
I’m giving you up, just like in a sappy melodramatic movie
Letting you go in to another abyss
Where darkness will leave you forgetting I exist

You will forget and I will remember
You don’t even know the goodness I see
And deep down, you’ve always been everything to me

Think of every breaking point in an amazing song
Think of every single time you found someone you loved
Remember every kiss that meant more than this
Remember every word you wrote with tearful eyes
Remember all the times you wished you could die
Every crescendo, every grand pause
Multiply by a billion, and I’m still a lost cause

I see you swirling in the winds that will take you away
I’m watching your soul raise to the sky
I’m on the ground still struggling with goodbye
Trying to know that you will remember me when you wake up
That I left an imprint and you won’t forget me yet
That your new life, in your new eyes
Will be shadowed with the truth you can see

Where did it all go? What happened yesterday?
Did I try to break a storm that was taking you away?
What are these memories? What do they mean?

I’m here, and I never want to let you go
I’ll be standing by, hoping nothing goes wrong
I want you to be happy; I want to see it in your eyes
I’m going to keep on living in order to keep that dream alive
Remember me, in to the ends of time, I’m never letting go
I’m just going to let you fly

And I pray every night, for one more time
Where there was no love on either side
And we are together, and we can talk openly, not worrying about what’s been said
And just get it all out, we can do what we want, and be who we want to be

Gods’ will be done with all of this
This whole time I’ve been thinking about you
It’s always asking me to never forget us
And praying that you will never lose hope in me

Forever and ever, babe
It’s always you I’ll see.
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I know it's super long, but i kinda feel good about it?

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:iconashesanddisarray:
this is pretty amazing.

why'd u have to let him go?

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". . . those who say everything is well are uttering mere stupidities; they should say everything is for the best." -Voltaire

don't steal baby dude.
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It's kind of a long story. After five years things were just not good, I guess.

And thank you, for the comment and the fave!

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We are the middle children of history. We have no Great War, no Great Depression. Our Great War is a spiritual one, our Great Depression is our lives. We've been raised by TV sets, and slowly we're learning the truth, and we're very, very pissed off.
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I'm sorry to hear that.

and ur welcome! :D

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". . . those who say everything is well are uttering mere stupidities; they should say everything is for the best." -Voltaire

don't steal baby dude.

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