bloodofaunicorn

I took your ring off last night
And stood in front of the mirror
Trying to convince myself
That I don’t care about you

or

What you believe
What you preach
And what you think of me


but

I do.
I held shaking hands
That punctured plaster
And watched everything
Melt away

and

I watched my reflection
Change and break
And God, it’s truly awful
That everything you are
Is everything I want to be

or

Maybe I just admire you
And want you to come back
Hold me in your arms again
And tell me it’ll all be okay

but

I can’t see that happening
The hatred in your heart
Has replaced the love you felt

and

I’m dying tonight
But you’ll never care to hear
About my life


so

I’ll just lay here
Avoiding the mirror
Because I know
And I’ll never forget

well

It’s amazing
How I hate myself for you.